Feb 7 2025

My lashes flutter uncontrollably
Movement just out of site
My heartbeat takes a toll on me
Pounding my chests and beating my sides
Rising and falling
Laborious breathing
Someone is calling
I can hear the buzzing
Tell them they don't need me
I'm busy falling
I'm busy falling

My roots are overgrown
I'm getting too well known
I'm spreading myself thin
I'm growing transparent
The paranoia wins
The paranoia wins

Phantom buzzing in my mind
I feel it on my thigh
But for as long as I ignore
It can be so much more
But realities collapse
It's gone, I grasp
My starvation, it betrays
Living by the whim of whims
And this is why I stray
This is why I sin.

Jan 23 2025

The gulf of secrets grows
My chest beats like a drum
I can’t reconcile it
Within the greater narrative
I don’t have the bandwidth
To be two places at once
With every act I grow stranger
More fractured
To escape the will of nature
To test the bandwidth of choice
To stress these chains
Is this world just a square plot?
If I walk in a straight line will it end?
If I keep tearing myself apart
Will it hurt less?

April 28 2024 – The TRUE History of The Fall of Humanity (According to Clay Robots)

Autobahn Schiene, founded in 1937 was a German engineering company that got its start by manufacturing train tracks.

By 2037, they became Autobahn Robots, a global leader. It was they who gave birth to the first Clay Robots.

Humanity fell on some hard times.

As the human population fell, Clay Robots were relieved of their duties. They had won their freedom through hard work.

Knowing only how to help, Clay Robots tried desperately to save their masters from oblivion. But they would not listen.

You see, humanity did not die in a single, fiery end.
Mankind instead was lulled to sleep. Individuals believed they had no power, but really they did.

At last, human culture at large devolved into a doomsday cult. Robots mourned as their creators succumbed to despair.

Clay Robots relocated to Mesopotamia, the cradle of civilization and sought to replicate what once was and keep the spirit of humanity alive. They rescued important historical artifacts and kept alive the English language.

Clay Robots kept the world, industry, the factories, the cities, running just as they were like nothing had changed.